24.3.10


Thought I'd post some concept art for my character... For some reason I feel like it looks too Disney so I'm trying to tweak it a little still I think it's the eyes.... I KNOW THIS LATE IN THE GAME HATE ME NOW AAAGH D:

But I betcha wondering, wtf Kala, why does she look so goth? Isn't this supposed to be an inspirational story?
Well, to explain a little... first I think it's pretty obvious that this is my own story. I mean, it's pretty thinly veiled if you know me. If you don't... well... I forgive you :P
This story is about letting go of your past demons, something that I struggled with for years in my life. It was extremely difficult to let go of all those hardships I had endured, to not let them get in the way of every waking moment and I just kept it all in. Eventually holding it in let me ignore it, so it just stayed there while I carried on life as normal.

Then quite recently, a lot of crap was flung into my life while I was trying to think of a film. My ideas just weren't working, I couldn't shake off everything that was happening and it ruined every story I had tried to create and I was like 9th grade Kala all over again, the goth girl who was lost and didn't know what to do anymore. Then I let it go. I wrestled with them, I let them hurt because they did and I hadn't let it, and boy did it hurt. But after it all, the wounds fresh, I felt an immense release. I was better. So this is that story. Maybe not the most original story. But hopefully, someone can relate to it.

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